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crying I was crying with my depression I wasn't at the weight I wanted to be I
wasn't living the life I stimulus so if you poked him he kind of draw back and
things like that so that that was the call I got so immediately when I got that
call I went up there I went to go see him and when I saw him in the hospital
and when I saw him in the bed it was devastating because this was a guy or this
was a man that raised me and he was this big tall when he talked like his voice
used to roar like a lion and to see him in the bed so frail and so helpless it
was it was a lot it was a lot to take in so long story short my dad he ended up
passing the situation surrounding his passing is still questionable and it's
still something that I am coping with and dealing with till this day however
what the what I've taken from the situation or what I'm trying to take from the
situation it's just the fact of had he been in a state where he was listening
to what the doctors were saying and doing the things that he should have been
doing as far as living a
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of just eating however he wanted because he was he was diabetic he also had
issues with clotting the cause of death listed on his death certificate was
suffering from a pulmonary embolism and then also at the same time he had a
stroke so both of those together caused him to be affected the way he was so
with that it was it was devastating it was yeah it was it's hard it was really
really hard and immediately after his passing there was just this feeling of
what do I do now like I lost a half to my whole cuz you have mom you have dad
like that's your identity and essentially that's how you define certain things
that you are by your parents and your parents actions and I know it may be
naive or whatever the case may be but you always think that you know your
parents are gonna be there when you need some thinner you need some advice you
know you can call your parents and they're gonna give you some real advice and
to have to grasp the fact that that wasn't there anymore that sent me into an
even worse downward spiral so I laid in bed for days I didn't get out of bed
for days when I did get out of bed it was only to eat get back in the bed and
then eventually I went back to work and when I came home from work I ate laid
on the couch and that's pretty much my existence for about a good three months
after
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