countdown keto um crying I was crying with my depression
countdown keto um crying I was crying with my depression I wasn't at the weight I wanted to be I wasn't living the life I stimulus so if you poked him he kind of draw back and things like that so that that was the call I got so immediately when I got that call I went up there I went to go see him and when I saw him in the hospital and when I saw him in the bed it was devastating because this was a guy or this was a man that raised me and he was this big tall when he talked like his voice used to roar like a lion and to see him in the bed so frail and so helpless it was it was a lot it was a lot to take in so long story short my dad he ended up passing the situation surrounding his passing is still questionable and it's still something that I am coping with and dealing with till this day however what the what I've taken from the situation or what I'm trying to take from the situation it's just the fact of had he been in a state where he was listening to what ...